Before I had my baby, I was lost…though I lived a life
envied by most (a good job, great apartment, nice car, weekend hangouts and
interesting friends)…I was still frustrated….(that feeling of not being
complete), Scared (that I may die alone)... Unsure (is this is what life was
all about)….Anxious (to get some fire back into my life)…Trapped (in what
seemed like a monotonous routine)…Unfulfilled (thinking that there really has
to be something else out there for me)…..Smothered by society’s expectations
(get married or die trying). I just didn't have a clue what I wanted to do with
my life.
Now that I have my baby, it leads me to answer this…What do
I really want?
Hmmm I am not sure I have the answer….Who does? But I will
try and answer as honest as possible...so here goes…….
ROLE MODEL: I want
to be able to live a role model life for my baby teaching her the things that
really matter – Obedience to God’s words, God’s love and showing kindness to
everyone
PRAY: I want to be
able to pray without ceasing thanking God for what I have and what He is about
to do
HEALTHY: I want to
be healthy (and my daughter healthy too), happy enough to dance with joy all
the time with a sound mind to understand things around me
LOVE: I want to be
loved and showed forth with pride and respect (preferably by a man if not…person
no go die)
KISS: I want to be
kissed in the rain and protected from its cold
MONEY: I want to
have enough to provide for my family and go on vacations (Yeah though I don’t
have to be Bill Gates daughter to be happy, I want to have more than I can
spend)
CAREER: I want to
do my job with fulfilment (not feeling like I am being used)
HOME: I want to
come back daily to a warm, comfortable abode filled with niceties and most importantly
people I love.
SMILE: I want to
have a million reasons to smile daily.
BLESSING: I want to be
able be a blessing to others and attract blessings when the need arises
SEXY: I want to wake
up every morning feeling sexier and more desirable than the day before
YOUNG: I want to
die young as late as possible
So there ….those are a few (12) of my teeny weeny wishes and
desires…and to achieve them, I take baby steps today to write them down as
reminders (you can take my cue and write yours too...please share) and to focus on the
positives…everything else will fall in place!
C’est la vie!!!
I love it, I should draw mine.. But u got me lauging on that love part *person no go die*. May God grant u all, Amen!
ReplyDeleteMe too. I love it. Well done girl
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